A Troubled mind

Why am I always anxious? What am I thinking the whole day? What am I doing the whole day? Did my day go well or could it have been much better. There are so many questions that arrive everyday in my mind, due to which I am not able to live peacefully and sleep peacefully. I don’t know if I am normal or suffering from any unhealthy mental state. Why I am free, why I am not doing anything or am I not capable of doing anything.  So many questions were circulating in my mind. But maybe I had the answer to this as well.

But apart from all these things, there was one thing that was always clear to me that I had to do something in my life.  Something  that I like, something that I can move forward with. I want to let people know my name in such a good way. I always thought about it.

One day I decided to stop thinking and just get started. I find out the things I like to do. Gardening, dancing, listening to music,  making crafty things, writing stories and poems were on my interest list. I chose the writing from all over this, because writing was what I liked the most. And I have also done writings previously during my school and college days. I tried to develop more interest in this field.

Then I start writing short stories, poems, slogans and news paper corners. My writings were liked by most of the people. Some of my poems and stories were also published in newspaper and were highly appreciated. This gave me immense happiness, and I confirmed my decision to continue in this field. I decided to write something on daily basis, I used to put my thoughts on paper. Gradually, I started enjoying this work very much.

After some time I get the opportunity to write Blogs and articles for the advertisements of the companies. I did my work very well and my articles got the top ranking on the first page of Google. This made it clear to me that I was on the right way to go long. What is my aim in my life and in which direction I want to move forward in my life. I want to make myself known and an established writer.

Now things have changed for me than before, time has become better for me. Now I am feeling lighter, now I am not worried, now I don’t question myself too much, now I sleep well and my day goes well. Now there are not many questions running through my mind.

I have written this article in a completely calm, positive and healthy environment. And my writing journey is still continuing….